So if you look below, at the two posts prior they are both very long wordy posts. Before publishing both of these I felt a little hesitant to actually put them up, not because I don't want people to read it, I'm happy to have people read it, but because of this weird push and pull feeling that is created by our social networking blogosphere and all that jazz. It's a bit odd to write up some long diatribe and say "here you are people, read this." I don't know if I should expect feedback I don't even know if anyone reads it at all. At the same time I don't want to create tension where people feel beholden to read it or comment or something. So I'm writing this disclaimer (albeit mostly for myself) to say that it is not necessary to actually read these things; I occasionally feel that I should, based on the fact that I write a blog, keep some semblance of record of the things I've done. So It's there, it's in the ether for all to devour or not devour; if your curious go with it and if your eyes hang heavy with lethargy after paragraph one, than please, stop reading. That is all.
this is a picture of a horse: